A Rubber Ball

A rubber ball

Lands shakily

On lonely cliff

Needing comforts

Ending nostalgic

初恋红豆冰

刚游完泳
跑过去图书部买了张国宾优惠券一百九
然后快九点就独自踩着脚踏车
榕园，后门，小东路，一路骑着去
小热小累
进去没什么人的五号厅
我都坐在第十排了
然后前面一个人都没
后面两三排坐了六七个人
嗯
我就坐在第十排最中间的位子
感觉就像只有我
霸完整间戏院
虽然小厅只有一般大厅的一半大小
荧幕也小很多
可是看得投入了，也不在乎了
开始播前的几分钟
拿起手机原本想说send个“红豆冰ing”跟阿废炫耀一下
然后左脑就跳出来制止喊说浪费钱又把手机塞回口袋

一切都好熟悉
虽说也不算在乡村长大
可以前外公家还没搬之前也是差不多那种充满乡下气息的小地方
小路，香蕉树，整摩托车都面包的印度叔叔，洋溢着古老气息的咖啡店
一次一次勾起小时候，已经覆上一层灰的记忆
好亲切好熟悉的回忆又再席卷而来
打架鱼以前就一直看别人在玩，如果不是这部电影我还以为打架鱼绝种了呢
打bakuli，每次赢了别人那晚就特别开心
小时候一群小孩子就这样今天打弹珠明天骑脚踏车后天踢球大后天放风筝大大后天兵捉贼
一场大雨后就在沟渠抓小鱼抓蝌蚪这样
今天不跟你好，明天不跟他好，后天大家又玩在一起了
每天傍晚时刻就像现在上网一样，一定要出去玩，遇着下雨总是特别失望

天黑了，各自道别回家了
指缝间的污泥，脸上的小油垢，洗澡后很累很满足的摊在沙发上
吊扇一转一转送来的暖风
还有厨房传来的饭菜香……


在一个很热很热的下午
风扇开再大也赶不走热气的下午
骑脚踏车出去买包红豆冰
再骑回来都融了快一半了
小马来摊贩的冰
没有太华丽的粉饰
红黑糖浆玉米红豆凉粉花生外加一点点的炼奶
一口冰带来瞬间的凉快
甜甜的
我总在捞脆脆的花生
炎热的午后
怎样都还是得过
怎样都还是会过去
傍晚又是玩乐的时候了



一直到大家都长大了
也不知何故没有再联络了


电影最后在车站有人喊“太平！太平！”
我就想说赶快上车啊车到了啦




去看吧
谁都好

太阳雨

pps看了
整个感觉还蛮艺术的
前半段在kl后半段在太平还有十八丁
有些场景替换时就会觉得怎么他们几个小孩骑着脚车原本在十八丁街上突然就骑到了太平去囧
还有搭巴士到太平车站突然下一幕就走到了乡下

为什么以前小时候都一直说太阳雨太阳雨有太阳的雨不要淋不然会生病

原本昨天就跑去新光三越想说买lovelife tshirt然后顺便吃个晚餐
结果走了两三楼都没看到有它的踪迹也不会去柜台问下
下去美食街叫了什么南洋虾面
结果虾面不虾面咖喱不咖喱稀稀的面都没入味
虾也不新鲜一点都不弹牙
可是印象中这里吃的虾和家里吃的感觉还是会有差不懂为何
一百二
会宿舍前买杯有点贵的蓝莓冻奶~
犒赏这整个月的节俭xD

然后今天在去
问下柜台
在13楼赠品柜台@@
难怪都找没有

原本是想买个黑底粉红色的款式
可是就只有星星T
好吧做做善事XD其实拥有一件感觉还蛮酷的说XDD
前面星星的L2还不错
只是后面的设计感觉是有那么点....cheap 囧
标语we love life感觉就刚好了还加个3Q就有点low掉囧
好啦重点是能帮到人就好

上个月没什么额外开销还蛮省的才用四千五
算算一天一百五lol
也是因为有好几天生病吃了两天的粥吧
好像也是因为有好几顿晚餐被花生草莓waffle取代掉的关系xD

说到晚餐刚买的韩国辣炒年糕
看是会流口水啦
吃下去就
太实， 就好像整个被压缩得不能再压的面粉条，糯米粉吧

而且才几条就五十= =

程设唉...

刚继八个月前迎新宿营之后才再吃了杯面（碗面？

这两天的小说进度有点停滞...

想游泳，很久了
然后泳裤蛙镜带回家却忘记带回来=3=

pursuit of happiness也很感人去看吧
好像叫幸福来敲门吧
很高水准很感人的一部励志(?)电影



刚洗澡一直在练习怎样求interviewer让我转系囧

今天

 卢广仲《Oh Yeah》 词曲：卢广仲
原歌词：
你有話想說 又不敢說
沒關係我們都認識這麼久
一起走過 很多時候
有太陽的午後沒月亮的天空

Oh 我在氧氣裡面看見你
就像電影明星一樣美麗
就在這個時候你對我說
Oh 我真的聽到你對我說

Oh yeah！你說你說你說你喜歡我
I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't control
Oh 因為我也有一點心動

我說 我喜歡喜歡聽聽 Rock'n roll
快跟著我一起保護地球 從今以後
不用想太多 只要大聲說 Oh yeah



为了作业而改的歌词，看了老师播放兼唱的范例，看来是要搞笑抵死的歌词。


《Du-rian》词：五羊    曲：卢广仲


你有話就說 有屁就放
都老朋友了還裝什麼害羞
你說走吧 逛逛夜市
太久沒逛逛會想念那臭豆腐


Oh 臭豆腐攤傳來那惡臭
就像千年臭襪一樣芬芳
就在這一分鐘你問我說
Oh 我真的聽到你問我說


Oh Gosh! 你問 你問 你問要吃看嗎
At once, At once, At once I can’t control
Oh 拜託你它有多麼噁心


我說 我喜歡喜歡大吃 Du-ri-an
快隨著我一起擁護榴槤
從今以後 拋棄臭豆腐 只要大肆啃 Du-rian






其实也只是为了改而改歌词一看就没什么意义
可是还是要感谢臭豆腐(豆腐我没骂你xD












昨天，发了感觉异常幸福的梦
醒来，才发现那是可能一生都不会发生的事情
好像金黄肥美的榴莲到手，却又瞬间被夺走，然后才发现那是世界上最后一颗榴莲
感觉不止这样...




很多次听了ingridmichaelson的creep都想哭
i'm a creep, i'm a weirdo


i wish, just how i wish
that i'm not..


是昨天开心大笑的额度用到负债了吗
今天要还债
整天都很down


爸妈姐弟突然想说
爱你们


咪~我想吃番薯糖水，红豆水，薏米水，绿豆水，冬瓜糖水，木薯糖水虽然不是很爱但也可以啦


打着打着咦(?)一滴泪滴在了笔记本上...


昨晚睡前还默默庆幸去年四月中在车上去后廊的途中坐在后座的我做了来台念书的决定
多么重大的决定，还记得每一个细节
还记得四月头时有一次在后廊吃饭爸说就留在utar念吧又近，说着就说了他朋友的儿子也要找屋友，要念就要去sign contract了，我微微点头，心想爸妈会多不舍，心想台湾那么远不是说怕了发生了什么事就能马上回家，也就勉勉强强的，好吧...


哪来的一股勇气，要签宿舍约的前几天，去留的决定又漂浮着，只前一直就只想去新加坡，自以为5个A是有多好，身旁的人都说放心啦，你耶，肯定可以的啦，结果也不必多说，不然也不会有这一堆的牢骚的出现
那天，后座，去后廊的途中，一直在挣扎，那时是签约前的一天吧，留着就甘于平凡，赴台就离乡背井
哪来的勇气，哪来的勇气，靠前去靠近前座的爸妈耳边，拔麻，我要去台湾，嘴唇稍稍在颤抖
过后的反应，也就不太记得了
只感觉顿时多了几个月才开学好像赚到什么一样，utar报到日那天还打来问说为什么没来报到，还躺在床上用着稍傲的语气给电话另一端的他说我要去台湾了嘻
and here i am, now
没糖水吃...
tell me what the hell i'm doing here
i don't belong here
i don't belong here


that's why...




今天那彩虹与我...






je~叫寒假快点来

再见我的老师

最近再把毕业典礼的画面link到facebook去

没想到又掀起了另一波讨论风潮哈哈

鸡胸还把歌词全抄起来再post到blog去

没错是希望有录音版本啦

可是觉得是没办法办到咯

例如钢琴怎样录音，哪里找个好的麦来录歌

怎样把我们再一次凑起来一起唱等等

有现场版就已经心满意足了~

我是觉得我们的毕业典礼比起往年算是最特别的XD

第一批用新礼堂，放ppt，毕业生致词还有伴音乐，还有最重要的这首原创歌曲，虽然中途keyboard没声音，可是还是很有feel~

Once

My rating : * * * * * * * * * *

街上偶然的相遇，因为音乐，他们走在了一起......

An unnamed, thirty-something Dublin busker (listed in the credits as "Guy," played by Glen Hansard) sings and plays guitar on Grafton Street, a Dublin shopping district. He struggles with the trials of performing on the street, including chasing after a heroin addict (Darren Healy) who attempts to steal his earnings. Lured by his music, an unnamed young Czech immigrant flower seller (listed in the credits as "Girl," played by Markéta Irglová) approaches him and, despite his annoyance, persists in questioning him about his songs. Delighted to learn that he also repairs vacuum cleaners in his father's shop, she insists that he fix her broken vacuum.
The next day she brings her Hoover by and parlays it into lunch together, whereupon she piques his interest by telling him that she is a musician, too. He asks to hear her play, so they visit a music store where she regularly plays piano. After teaching her one of his songs ("Falling Slowly"), which she quickly learns to play, they sing and play the song together, kindling a musical and potentially romantic connection. He invites her and her ailing vacuum back to his father's shop, and on the bus home musically answers her question as to what his songs are about: a long-time girlfriend who cheated on him, then left ("Broken Hearted Hoover Fixer Sucker Guy").
At the shop, he repairs her vacuum and she meets his father (Bill Hodnett), who seems indifferent to his son's musical talent. The Guy takes the Girl up to his room, but when he asks her to stay the night, she is insulted and leaves. The next day, he apologizes and they quickly patch things up, as over the course of a week they excitedly write, rehearse and record songs, and get to know each other. Songs continue to be performed in a real-world, diegetic fashion, often in their entirety, as when the Girl rehearses her lyrics for one of the Guy's songs (which she entitles "If You Want Me"), singing to herself while walking down the street, or when at a party, people perform impromptu (including "Gold," performed by a trio featuring guitarist Hansard singing harmony).
Their flirtation continues, but at the same time, he is thinking about and writing about ("Lies") his ex-girlfriend (Marcella Plunkett), who moved to London. The Girl encourages him to move there, win his girlfriend back and pursue his musical career. Invited home to dinner by the Girl, the Guy discovers that she has a toddler (Kate Haugh) and lives with her mother (Danuse Ktrestova). He soon decides that it is time to move to London, but he wants to make a high-quality demo of his songs to take with him and asks the Girl to record it with him. She takes the lead as they secure a bank loan—from a bank where the loan officer (Sean Miller) is a musical hobbyist—and reserve time at a professional studio.
On a romantic motorbike jaunt, she reveals, much to his consternation, that she is married, though her estranged husband is back in the Czech Republic. When Guy asks if she still loves her husband, she answers in Czech, "Miluju tebe",[7] but coyly declines to translate what she said. After recruiting a trio of musicians (Gerard Hendrick, Alaistair Foley, Hugh Walsh), they rehearse, then go into the studio to record. Their lack of experience shows, but they quickly impress the jaded studio engineer Eamon (Geoff Minogue) once they begin recording their first song ("When Your Mind's Made Up"). On a break in the wee hours of the morning, the Girl finds a piano in an empty studio and finally plays the Guy one of her own compositions ("The Hill"), which tells of romantic frustration. She breaks down before finishing the song and he responds by asking her to come with him to London, but is not prepared for the reality of her mother coming along to help with the baby.
Still, he is smitten. After the all-night session wraps up successfully, they walk home. Before they part ways, the Girl reveals that she spoke to her husband and he is coming to live with her in Dublin. The Guy asks her to spend his last night in Dublin with him; she says that it would only result in "hanky-panky," which is a "bad idea", but after the Guy's pestering she ultimately agrees to come over. In the end, she stands him up and he cannot find her to say goodbye before his flight. He plays the demo for his father, who, moved and impressed, gives him money to help him get settled in London. Before leaving for the airport, the Guy buys the Girl a piano and makes arrangements for its delivery, then calls his ex-girlfriend, who is happy about his imminent arrival. The Girl's husband (Senan Haugh) moves to Dublin and they reunite. But the final shots convey how the Girl and the Guy were deeply affected by their short time together.

Steven Spielberg - "A little movie called Once gave me enough inspiration to last the rest of the year."

缓慢地坠落

《Falling Slowly》
奥斯卡得奖歌曲
电影《Once》主题曲
好温暖人心的一首歌
原唱Glen Hansard也好，AI8 top3 Kris Allen版本也好
都很好听~今天重复听了n次~

提到AI8 这届的水平实在是太高太振奋人心了
让我也有了有朝一日一定要到现场看比赛的梦想
转头看过来 什么星光帮 超偶帮 大马偶像 到最新的OIAM
大多都只有人气没实力
就算比人气 AI8 top4 show都有67mil 个votes 本地选秀最火红算是MI2吧 到了决赛也只有1.6mil 50分之1都没有
还真符合主题 最近关心的歌唱比赛水平都在缓慢的坠落 当然 除了AI
话说朋友之中 该就只有我关心这些吧.. XD

1236am

*懊恼*怎么毕业时没想到the moment这首歌呢，歌词旋律是多么贴切当时的心情...

The moment 孙燕姿



这一刻回头看见自己
这一路的风景百感交集的我
下一刻又将飞向哪里
渐渐疲惫的羽翼为你披上了勇气
放心离开我我会记得这一刻
那些还飞翔着不可思议的梦
雨后的天空会有绚烂的彩虹
像最初相信着我们总会找到自由
这一刻时间变成行李
越过生命悲喜陪伴着我前进
因为你让我看清自己
面对未知的恐惧脚步更加坚定
放心离开我我会记得这一刻
那些还飞翔着不可思议的梦
雨后的天空会有绚烂的彩虹
像最初相信着我会找到自由
哦 只是远行不是逃避
告别是为延续回忆永恒的华丽
你 要照顾自己不要忘记
那些灿烂过的痕迹
放心离开我我会记得这一刻
那些还飞翔着不可思议的梦
雨后的天空会有绚烂的彩虹
像最初相信着我会找到自由自由




每次回想
都会惊悟 哦？我毕业啦？





能重来那就好了……
我会更珍惜这一切的……
更努力
让遗憾不出现的……





科学家
快发明时光机吧
我想好好再一次体验
再一次活出
更出色更自信的十八岁