how

how
to be a self-confident person
to be not skittish all the time whenever there is someone or something new
to be the sunshine, that always brings light and laughter to your friends
to be not shy and nervous when there's no reason to feel so

maybe like je said
you have to pretend like you have so much self confidence
even
if you aren't
when it comes to interviews for jobs
or in my case, speaking test for transferring


sometimes
i just can't seem to find some or if not one good enough reason to be confident
but tons of it to feel the other way



for best^n friends,
what is it in me that you like about, or simply, what makes me your best friends?
have been eager wanting to know the answer for quite a while lol




miss everything but weather in taiping