just when i stare into nothing

gears, and pulleys, dusty and rusty, in this huge skull
can do not much of a work
after a long abandoning
right after UEC
though the exact time was after the huge hurricane which struck our school, i find
hmmmmm...a huge sigh, not as of relief, but disappointment
what if
just what if
all of those dramatic changes happen to be just scenes from an absurd movie, drama series or so?
what if the sea had remained calm, instead like a bolt from the blue
which had left my respected teachers no other way, but to leave...
which had caused the leaving of some closest friends, unwillingly, to another school, for their dear future

what if, i get to choose
i'd rather choose great teachers and great academic results
over all those fancy new hall renovation, new computers replacement, so and so

and now the figuratively 'captain' of the school
caught red handed by his own wife, 'sleeping',not with her,worse still in a newly open fancy hotel, probably hanging a frantic expression on his face
a gargantuan shame on you, not only on that, also on ruining a school slowly, bit by bit, perhaps into nothing one day

from a potential hero, into a "treacherous villain"




whine whine whine~

expecting no phone calls to my house after this post~
oh why do i worry or care anyway 囧



hey pillow come sleep with me